There will be a DAY

You only get to know people through your trials.

You know who really cares,

Who will be there.

You only get to know people through your trials.

You see yourself

For who you really are.

You only get to know people through your trials.

You find out what true love is,

God is love.

You will only get to know when you surrender

You know its not a man thing,

Surrender willingly.

You will only get to know when you know Him..

the one who cared enough to be there

who knew you before you were born

who loves you with unconditional love.

If that's how I have to know,

bring on the storm.

Save Me Now

Caged in, four walls,white walls.No windows.No sound.

So much,yet nothing.

Feelings intense,confusing.

Suffocating.

Crazy.

Screaming,crying.No SOUND.

Smiling,laughing.

Madness wants to come.

Numbness,

Nothing.

Lost,

Waiting.Wondering.Waiting.

Alone.

When,

When will you come?

When..

Psalm 42 http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+42

GOOD GIRLS

Why is it that men don't appreciate good girls?

You know the type;the faithful girl,supportive,loving,comforting,bring home to your mama the boys like her kind.You do what you can to make things work and are still independent.Yet they take you for granted and expect that you will always be there. A person can only take so much and wait so long. Mabey Rihanna was right "when a good girl goes bad she is gone forever"

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Christmas is over and a new year hs begun.Its time for resolutions like that diet you have been putting off.Well do like me, put the tv on an exercise channel and watch them work up a sweat.You will be working out meantly and you know what they say its mind over matter!!!

Change Will Come

Why is it so hard to tell people that you care about how you really feel?You determine that the next time you get the chance you will tell them but once you do see them,you can't.All bets are off. You start thinking of how they will feel and how you don't want to hurt them.Then you start making excuses how its not the right time for them.Whats worse is that when it comes to how you feel,they don't think twice.They always say that the problem is you and that you need to change.However they fail to see the small changes that have occurred in you,how you have changed as a person.How you have grown as an individual.You always encourage them,support them and push them to follow their dreams and go for their goals.You see the changes in them as they grow and are happy.You encourage them to change for themselves.

One day you will speak up.One day change will come.Hey it happened for Obama right!?

History in the making..Now WHAT?!

Okay so Obama won.Now what.That's all I can come up with now that all the fan fare is dying down.I mean its great but at the back of my mind I'm wondering is he going to last?Are they going to try to kill him?Its not so far fetched,come to think of it.He is black and not in my lifetime did I ever think I would see a black president of the U.S.The world all over is loving the change,but what does this signify really.I guess I'm like some conspiracy theorist,but I don't think this spells too good of a future.I just hope that he is not what some people are saying.I'M WAITING TO SEE...

Emotional Cheating

I have come to the shocking realisation that men cheat for more emotional reasons than women.This brings me to the second point that its harder for them to let go of an emotional affair.Why can they not talk about their feelings openly?It would cause a lot less problems if they did.Then it would give some insight to their partners.Point number 2 causes point 3,the destruction of a good relationship.When you have tried all you can and there is not even a peephole at the end of the tunnel,it frustrates.You want to give up but you hang on in hopes that things will change,if you give it another day.Then creeps in the bitterness which boils into resentment and finally explodes into anger.You end up leaving the relationship in that state of unresolved anger.That 1 spoiled relationship changes your view of men,maybe for life.The cycle continues.Its just not fair.